Tiæjk La’Sux ab Jujnis, 2997
I had such a lovely dream with Kimaris. Would it sound strange to say it could have been real? Like, how he touched my face and the warmth of his hand... it was more vivid than anything I remember. Actually, it was similar to the night Adam came to me, but I don’t know. Part of me ought to ask Kimaris, but I don’t want the others to know that I’m dreaming about him. I’m pretty sure they’re annoyed as it is with our nightly chats.
Whatever it was, I still can’t stop thinking about it. I had woken up on a blanket. It was purple and soft. My name was just called and as I sat up, an Elf, tall and strong, with dark skin and long black hair, sat nearby. He began to tell me where we were, saying he wanted to show me his home before it was gone forever. I looked around for the voice i had come to know as Kimaris’s, but the man looked far different than what I had expected.
I could see it was night time. A city glowed in the distance, nestled on the coast line of a great ocean. The waves lapped against the rocky base of the cliff, barely illuminated by the city lights and moon. I was on a grassy hill that overlooked the entirety of the city and had almost forgotten who I was looking for.
“Where am I?” I asked thoughtlessly.
“My home,” came the deep, mature voice of Kimaris. I looked back at the man and shifted around. As soon as I saw his dark eyes, everything in me knew it to be him. The little boy I had loved like a brother was vastly different and quite frankly, more handsome than I could have ever dreamed- except I did. My subconscious clearly pieced together a look fitting for Kimaris’s new voice.
Anyways, we sat together, talking about our families. I explained why my relations weren’t better with my mother, she blaming me for my father’s unexalted state when his own undoing was suspected all along.
A song then played. It sounded familiar, but before I knew what was happening, Kimaris and I were in the midst of the universe, watching his world fall apart. Then the pull of gravity was upon me and when I opened my eyes I was back in my room.
I find it rather silly that I feel so disappointed that it was just a dream.
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Of course, emotionally charged and another song just pours out of me.
I had a dream that you were with me.
We dance among the stars so pretty.
You opened up your door
And showed me there is more
To you.
With me you shared all of your secret things.
Giving me reason to still believe.
You invited me inside
Though I tried to say good bye
To you
Now I’m wondering where you are. (ooo)
Are you somewhere in the stars? (ooo)
No I won’t let them in
Nor let them see
The demons deep within
That try to rule me.
Is it a sin
To love so fully
You who in the end
Left too quickly?
We laid in a field by a city
And talked of home; our families.
Reminiscing of our past.
Does it feel we’re moving fast
To you?
Unsure, my heart I tried to keep
From you to stop myself from falling.
Then I asked myself why
Am I trying to hide it
From you?
Now I’m wondering where you are. (ooo)
Are you somewhere in the stars? (ooo)
No I won’t let them in
Nor let them see
The demons deep within
That try to rule me.
Is it a sin
To love so fully
You who in the end
Left too quickly?
I’ll keep looking for your signs
To keep this hope alive.
Show me where to find
And I’ll leave my past behind.
I’m trying to be strong
Promise I will carry on.
And so I’ll close my eyes
May it help keep you alive
For I cannot say good bye...
Now I’m wondering where you are. (ooo)
Are you somewhere in the stars? (ooo)
No I won’t let them in
Nor let them see
The demons deep within
That try to rule me.
Is it a sin
To love so fully
You who in the end
Left too quickly?
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Daevri just gifted me a set of bagpipes. Like, it’s a sort of peace offering. He’s been trying to be more cooperative, but I can’t help but feel there’s ulterior motives. Yet whatever they are, I will strive to one up him. His room is adjacent to mine, so I’m going to learn how to play them.
And I’m going to start first thing in the morning.
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